Begin Again

Heavy rain has begining the day.
It's 1 a.m
When everyone get comfortable position in the back of their blanket,

I just remind you here 

sitting alone under the dancing rain.

Heavy rain was brought me into our memory.
I fall too deep
and you never like to diving.

I like the way you seen me before

your typicial smile has hypnotic powers,

but time has destined for me to not have any part of you

The dark night was my home so long.

It sheltered me from the light hiding my pain.

I was so afraid to stay and so afraid to leave.

I was afraid to stand up only to fall all over again

Sleepless days, restless nights.

It's not fair that you've detached.

You hooked me by force,

and left me by force.

But I only have myself to blame.

I am the owner of my journey,

the leader of my path,

and the boss of my way

I owe it to my dignity to take control of my ship.

Your ocean raged but my sails raged harder.

I owe it to me and only me

to set my sails for a new ocean, and

Begin again.